A morning From yesterday

This morning, I woke up. The only thing on my mind was Deja-vu. I feel like to day is going to be a lot of pain like yesterday. So I’ll keep this quick.

I’ll try to work on my game, I’ll try not to die from a mentally tasking job of price-matching. And I’ll try to update you all about lunch time.

~Bathro~o~o~o~o~om!

Allergies and Pain reliever

Work Will be taking its toll this week. I work everyday until Sunday, and my feet are killing me. I take Benadryl all day for my allergies, and use eye-drops for my contacts. and I’m about to start rotating pain killers to take to work for the day.

So far I’ve only polished some map-work today, I am primarily trying to rest and not agitate my Fiance by spending time with her. She is about to quit her job to work at walmart with me for better pay and better hours so we will see what happens soon.

But for now I head to take a shower then sleep till 9:30, where I work all day again.

~Got aspirin?

Long Day back and forth

Today I have been driving everywhere nonstop. Walmart, panda express, home, Blazers. Overall I am just tired. But On the bright side i have had the chance to get some development work done. So I have 2 new Maps and a heck of a lot of Words on a small community.

Some from the community have helped me realize what it is I have been doing wrong to push people the wrong way, So now I hope I can be more aware in the future and do so much less. But for now I say goodnight.

  • Map Work
  • Playing with database
  • cheese burger
  • Chinese food.

~See Ya

A saturday off

So I woke up not too long ago to my girlfriend complaining to her boss because her work schedule is not what she remembered of it.

I have the whole day off so I’m going to get some work done today, I am just not sure of how much yet. Before I can work on anything though I have to Take my girlfriend to work. so when I get back I’m playing some instrumental motivational music so I don’t get caught on the lyrics.

~Saturdays

The Peace After the Storm

I have Finally calmed down. I don’t feel red anymore, but rather a lavender. So the Remainder of this post will be lavender. The Quarry that Occured on the Maker community is now behind me, I might actually be able to get some progress done on my game, after work of course.

So yesterday there was no progress.
Today I go to work, There might be progress after that.
And I have cooled off. so lets see where this takes us.

~toodeloo

A Day Well Wasted

So I didn’t do anything productive today game wise, but I bought a dagger, watched some Netflix, and ate some pizza. Now I have to hide my bank card before I spend my money.

Tomorrow I work from 10:30 am to 4pm. It wont be too long of a day, but I hope it goes by fast as I have the whole weekend off. And While I’m at work tomorrow I’ll be requesting 2 particular days off on my schedule so I can help John Run enchanted Gifts while he is out at renaissance festivals.

So to you I say Goodnight.

~Adios

Update To Yesterday

At best I’m the punching-bag for a large community of RPG Makers. One of which takes pride in insulting the only talents I have. Lately the large changes have caused everyone to become edgy. But I can’t sit here and let them scrape away at my existence all the time to find meaning or value in their own.

I like to be reasonable, I like being nice, I enjoy finding middle ground. And despite all of that, the life that led to it, my life has been torment after torment since elementary. A lot of people don’t see their bullying, or their ignorance unless it’s caught on tape and they get to see it years later.

I may have lost my staff position in the community, but enjoying colored text on an all white forum shouldn’t be a crime. I don’t use it to Glorify myself as a staff position. I don’t use it just to annoy others, I use it because it’s good to have individuality and be proud of yourself, especially if you are willing to learn to be the best “YOU” you can be.

Yesterday I finished detail work on the map i gave a preview of, and I made two more maps that connect to it. I’m going to try and make sure that I don’t post too many consecutive map screenshots on here, I don’t want to ruin the game, but I’ll be sure to post one every 6 or so maps.

  • map work 2 maps
  • no story progression
  • no protagonist party
  • no change in protagonist information
  • 1 event added to game

That is all i really got done, but I’ve been taking a bit of the day to relax. Tomorrow I have the day off, and I get paid. So hopefully tomorrow will yield better results.

Enjoy the community if you can, they don’t seem to have kind feelings towards serious people though: http://www.rpgarden.com